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Prepare yourself my family of NuTang, I'm about to get some things off of my chest that have been boiling up, until now.

It really stings to know you miss someone and they're never coming back. They're lost, gone, and too far away. You care for someone a hell of a lot and you cover up your hurt feelings with "I hate you, I hate him, What a d-bag." Its virtually impossible to love someone like family one day and loathe them the next day. What really really stings is the fact that this alleged best friend doesn't care. Its been more than a month since we've last spoken and all he can say is that "everything happens for a reason." I'm never going to be friends with Cody again because I wont. I cant bring myself to do this for the third time. I would like to be on okay terms, I guess. It would let me stop pretending and playing stupid games. When I say things like "Wouldn't it be funny if he IMed me right now?" is really just me fucking hoping.

But no way, no how am I making some sort of first effort. Hell to the fuck no. I was the good friend, I was the one who's feelings were hurt, I was the one who was left in the dust so that he could hook of the almighty Sam (click for gross ) of course. The one who I warned him about. The one who hooked up with him, played with his head, and said she had no interest going any further. I mean, I said this straight to him but was I listened to? No. Instead, he decided to stand up for her before, during, and after all that shit happened with her. He basically said that he wouldnt care if I never talked to him again as long as I didnt accuse Sam of anything.

Th-th-this Sam? What power does have over these people? Its ridiculous. She's malicious, conniving, attention-whoring, fucking I dont even know, disgusting. All she does is lie to people and convince them of things. Her "best friend," right? They hate hate hate each other. But, that sad things is, they're exactly alike. I honestly cant think of one action she has made that has had any, and I do mean ANY, good intentions behind it. She mocked my best fucking friend over the freaking internet because she's that retarded. In this time frame of mutual anger between the parties, she befriended almost everyone that my best friend and I hate. Michael, Frankie, Cody. She came running back to them-- almost a slap in the face. She makes me so angry that I cant formulate it into words. The best I can come up with is scum of the earth. I looked on a mutual friend's myspace and what I found made me so enraged I didnt know what to do. She wants so much attention that she burned and took pictures so she could post on myspace the act of her burning her ex's things. Might I mention, her ex is becoming a good friend of mine, named Tim. She's so immature and unimportant yet.. she's still there. Which makes me sound like a some sort of murderer but .. Im not.

Im just really angry right now. Especially when I saw those pictures, for the second time. I didnt even realize what it was the first time.

I just wish I could meet a handful of people with a good head on their shoulders and that have good intentions. I mean, is that too much to ask?

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I woke up today at an ungodly hour of 9 am (a time I have not seen since school ended). My mom and I were off to the dermatologist because I had a wart on my foot and my mom is doctor crazy. If I have anything at all wrong with me (which is rare, Im pretty healthy) she immediately makes a doctor's appointment. The waiting room was small and filled with different types of people. I was quickly attended to and the doctor was nice. That was, until she sprayed liquid nitrogen on foot, which stings like a motherfucking cunt.

My mom and I went to iHop, where I feasted on the best of the best. After breakfast we had some time to kill so I went to Old Navy and bought two shirts.




Off to the hematologist ( blood specialist)! After my sister was hospitalized, it was discovered that she has a genetic blood disease called Factor Five Leidin. My parents are carriers of the disease and the birth control activated the disease in my sister. Her hematologist told her that her genes show that she is homogeneous for the disease. Which means my parents are either both homogeneous, heterozygous or my mom is homogeneous and my dad is hetrozygous. I read about this. My assumption is that my mom is homogeneous, like my sister, and my dad is heterozygous. So my chances are that I'm hetrozygous. I dont see my odds in not having it at all because if my sister is homogeneous, both parents have it and there isnt much space left for there to be genes that arent mutated.

We were at this doctor's office for 4 hours and towards the end I got 12 tubes of blood drawn, yes TWELVE, DOUZE, DOCE, or however the fuck you want to say it. But... I didnt pass out! I have to wait two weeks for the results because they are testing for various things like the Factor Five, Thyroids, and whatever else floats their boats.

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Hello. My name is Daphne and Im addicted to sushi.

I take my test for my driver's license in 5 days. I practiced today with my sister. Afterwards, we went out to have some sushi at the same place I went to for my birthday. That place is the bomb diggity. We then went to Barnes and Noble because my sister wanted to look at books about essays for Law School.


The schedules went on the internet today, minus the teachers and rooms because thats how my school operates. They make us come to orientation every year to obtain our full schedules. We also have to come with a parent and fill out emergency contact information. Want to see my junior year schedule? Mind you, there's no BS classes this year. I plan to work hard, impress colleges and stuff.

1) Stats Hon
2) AP US History
3) French 3 Hon
4) Philosophy Hon
5) Physics Hon
6) Vietnam War Hon
7) AP English

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